God, you know what I feel, why I must waiting for so long, almost 6 years time left, please, look at me, look at me, look at me. everything that I want until now just be dream, and I still dreaming, because I believe, I don't know until when, you bring me to there, to place that I want, become someone that i dreamed. and you give me anything that I want.
But God, let me take a breath, give me little time to know, to understanding what you mean, you know, i'm going crazy for waiting, God, let me see my future, please just a little. You know I never give up, I still dreaming, I still fighting, I still doing whatever I can do.
Why, why the other people that never fighting like me so easy to find that their dreamed? why I must fight year by year, I can't rely on anyone, I just can rely on You, yes, I always rely on you. God, please, this time be the last time I apply, please let me grap this opportunity, I wanna fly like I dreamed. God, please let this dream to be true, to be true, to be true. aminnn.
